I'm alive

Just want to tell you taht I'm fucking alive but lazy to update my blog...
No,I've a lot of time but my brain seems like draining of idea....Can't fucking write well anymore....

moreover,no one read my blog..so what's the point writing without reader huh???


regards
Jimskin

Some say it's a boring,damn life...But I have a different view

SPM was finished 2 month ago,and I've planned a lot of things rather than just staying at home,doing absolutely nothing.So,this is my life now,doing nothing,being a burden to both my parents,worrying about the SPM result which I knew would not be so good.Only can be admitted into some cheap,junk private college which I don't think my parents could afford it.

Working is my priority.I want to gain some experience and $$$ of course.But I'm too choosy,which make me unemployed until now.

I also want to take "Mandarin" class as many employer nowadays emphasizes on it.Speaking more than 2 language is an added advantage.I could learn it for free on the internet,but Dota has restricted me to do so.

Everyday,when I read the newspaper,I'll turn to the "obituary" section.

You must be wondering why the fuck I read that right??Hmm..I just trying my luck,maybe a rich philanthropist has died and he want's to donate all his properties
to the lucky person....who know??hahaha....lame,shame...

Then,I check my mail to see any paid ads,which will earn me $0.01 for each click.I need to click 1000 mail to request the minimum payout,which is $10.Usually,I receive 1-2 ads per day.When will I get my $10??hahaha....

I practice Dota a lot,but I'm still a noob.I hope to enter any tournament and earn some $$$$...However,it failed to amuse me....arghhhh

I try some translation job,but still no reply.

I sent a resume for a computer technician job,but maybe packet data loss make my mail can't be received.

I login into my facebook,and play Mafiawar which I'm addicted now.I used to block my friend because annoy with the Mafiawar update and messing my profile.

But now,I digging deep into his profile,looking for any bonus or anything that can be used to boost my Mafia.

I'm happy to see a lot of money in my Mafiawar bank,but quite sad when looking at my wallet.

I love my life,although some of you call it shame.This is me,and I don't have to bother about what you think.

What Dota has thought me

I've been playing this game for nearly 1 year,after tired of playing Counter Strike.The switching of gaming genre from FPS(CS) to RPG(Dota) was hard for me.Actually,i kinda dislike playing game that based on magic,slow game play and strategy.But due to the massive popularity of Dota and decline of CS player,I decided to try Dota and this make me less playing CS to focus more on Dota.

It wasn't game that can be mastered within a few days,but I try my best.

I spend my time to study the hero abilities,what item to buy and what strategy to use.It's also a team-based game,so don't expect you can win singlehandedly.

Unfortunately,until now,I still can't play well.I insist that someday,I will be "pro"and win major gaming championship.

I'm still being scold by my team when playing online.I was obviously noob and it's has ruin the entire game.

Dota is different with others game.It's about team play,and one noob in the team is enough to make the team to lose.

I really like this quote..

As we traverse the familiar IceFrog plains of life the only way to move up in levels and in the world is to gain experience. The older we get and the longer we play the more we level up as individuals and the more experience we gain. Gold helps us to achieve the items we want that we believe will make us better players, yet ultimately it all boils down to skill.

We are all given unique abilities to achieve this, and everyone has a unique or ultimate ability or talent. We must also accept and appreciate the skills and abilities of others in the same game of life and work with them to achieve greater ownage.

There are several of these other players – some that will help us achieve our goals, and others that will stand in our way and gank us when we are vulnerable. Some of these players will pawn us and bring us down, yet we always respawn and get given another chance - a chance to defeat our enemies and conquer our fears.

Sometimes we will find ourselves alone – far from home and the base the makes us feel safe and secure. Yet these are times where we can grow and gain experience on our own. It is a chance to farm and reap the seeds that we sow, which is often very rewarding.

There are also several neutral creeps in life who will simply let us be. It is up to us to decide whether or not to seek them out and reap the rewards of doing so. There are also people (shops) that we can seek out to get advise from and who will give us a helping hand towards our goals.

In exchange for all the support we get from teammates and admins, we must endeavour to defend what is most sacred to us. This can be seen as the Tree of Life, which we have been offered and allows us to continue our game and reach our goals on the other side.

Oh my...I'm millionaire now

Today,when I checked my mail,I was surprised to see that I got a lot of offer worth million of dollar.They were given me million dollar in exchange a small payment for the administration fee.Look at this,why did Gmail put all this mail in my spam folder?Shit... I should have been rich if I noticed this earlier.So,which one should I start first?I'm the lucky person in the world,got million of dollar with just sitting and do nothing.No hard work,boss,dateline or pressure.

Downloadaholic

Recently,I bought a Rapidshare premium account for 1 month.Before this I only use torrent and rarely use Rapidshare as free user from rapidshare didn't have advantage like premium user had such as fast speed,parallel download and download manager support.But now,I'm a bit disappointed because new files were uploaded on Hotfile.What the heck man?I spent RM40 for Rapidshare account but suddenly Hotfile is getting more popular amongst warez site.But this is a good thing because Hotfile premium account is cheaper than Rapidshare.If Hotfile was destined to take over Rapidshare in warez community and become the favorite file hosting for uploader,I'm glad to hear that.

Although without a credit card to purchase the premium account,Rapidshare and Hotfile got reseller for Malaysia.So,buying premium account make easy with just bank in the money to the reseller account via local bank.The price from reseller is a bit expensive,but this is the only way to get premium account if we don't have a credit card.

There are currently 3 reseller for Rapidshare account in Malaysia.

I got my premium account from OOtbsolutions and quite satisfied with their service.Fast response and good support.Although the other one,Alfosool is selling for RM36.50 only,compared to OOtbsolutions,RM 39.99,I'm hesitate to buy from them because someone was complaining that their service was suck and unreliable.So,better spend more than sorry.

I'm not using Torrent,Kaza,Limewire and others filesharing service anymore.This is because my ISP is throttling the connection and to use them effectively,I have to use VPN or Torrentflux.

VPN stand for Virtual Private Server and it's got monthly fee.With this service,my ISP can't detect that I'm using torrent.So,maximum speed is achieved.

Torrentflux is something like dedicated server.This server will download the torrent and save it on the server.We can download the file later from the server at full speed.

Maybe using this service is cheaper than Rapidshare account,but do remember that Torrent is dependent on peer.If high seeder,than the speed would be ok.If got a lot of leecher than seeder,than the speed would be very slow.But the worst thing is old file got no seeder and there's no way to download that file anymore.

But now I rarely use Rapidshare for downloading and my account gonna expired soon.The 5GB quota for one day wasn't fully used and it's wasting my money.

UPDATE:A lot of warez are now available on Hotfile.Rapidshare got competition and it's gonna kill them.I'm considering Hotfile account next month.

Mindset that hinder Malaysian to become developed

After 57 years of independence,what has Malaysian achieved?Whether it is in sport,politic,economy or technology,I believe that we are not creating rubbish for all this while.

In fact,we are preparing for our glory day to come.Germany,USA,Russian,China and a lot more of nations has achieved their glory day for a long time ago.

The Roman empire conquer the world after they invented the road,USA nuclear and what do Malaysian need to be like that?Maybe the day hasn't come yet,and when it would,we must prepare for our downfall.Nazi's empire last for only 10 years,Soviet about 80 years and Ottoman 600 years.This is the rule,every glory day has it's downfall.

Discussing about developing a nation will only hit a dead end.We must act and stop talking crap.Developing a nation require more action than talk.We cannot build a nations slowly because at one stage,it will decline sharply.We must do it tremendously,unprecedented and the most important is wisely.Taking account into today's Malaysia situation,there's no way we can conquer the world or become a developed country if we didn't do something that is tremendously.For all this while,we have been living in peace and this could become catastrophic one day.We are in peace because we just following and obey what the developed country had ordered.We didn't realize that we have been oppressed because we want to live in peace,something they'd assured you if we followed what they said.Anytime they will use us and take advantage over our weakness.

Japan,Germany,Russian and Britain has now become the developed country because of their past history.They dared to fight against their rival and show no mercy.Genocide,annihilation and realpolitik was the key for their today's.It may seem violence and ruthless,but without all this they are nothing today.Japan want to be the big power and they did it with their military,so do the Germany,Russian,Britain and USA.They are all have violence history.So Malaysian,what do we have?How long we have to wait?400 years of being invaded by Portuguese,Dutch,Britain and Communist is not the reason.There's still time to be the world's power.Hitler prepared for the world war 2 just a few years and we also can do it.They're human and so do us.Morality should be put aside because we just want the consequences for the sake of our future generation.

Point of View

I think there's no point I am writing my blog.My target is my peer,but the way I expressed it was too high for them.I do wrote about something that they even didn't know and have less knowledge about it.I want to have open discussion beyond their narrow minded,but it seems they didn't get it.

I discuss about things that teenagers at my age didn't and I was left with no options except to relay it on older people.Although they seemed to understand me,the way they treated me was so different.They do explained with their own way,but their vast knowledge was overthrowing me.

Maybe I have to change my target to the older people,but my writing seems too childish.It's like a kid talk about politic.Weird isn't?Even if the kid have a good idea,they cannot express it in a good way.People will underestimate them and never give them a chance.